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August 9th, 2006

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04:30 pm
why do i always feel like im losing??

i want to amaze someone.
i want to be beautiful to someone.
i want to be someone's everything.
i want someone to be crazy over ME for once.
i want to mean the world to someone.

myabe i want too much..maybe i'm not good enough. I don't know but i'm sick of being unhappy.

i can't get attatched..its so effing hard i cant explain it. i want to so bad..i want this so bad..but no matter what its not gonna work and that hurts. it hurts like hell.

i feel angry. angry at what idk..maybe at myself. why does everyone else seem to be content with who they are..but when it comes to me im so lost. i hate feeling like this..out of control. alright enough of this bullshit..

"The hardest part isn't finding who we need to be, it's being content with who you are."
Current Mood: crappycrappy
Current Music: cartel

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Date:August 10th, 2006 07:29 pm (UTC)
EVERYTHING you just said i feel the EXACT same way. swear to anything. and it does suck/hurt. but i'll see you this weeekend. and things will defiently be better then. :)
why do i always feel like im losing?? i want to amaze someone. i… - I'll be your cheap novelty

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